Today is day three. I decided to start this blog so I can be held accountable for my drinking.
I am 50 years old, married for 23 (almost 24) years and I have 4 children. Two are away at college and two are still home.
I can probably call myself a functioning alcoholic. I am super busy all day long and when my husband comes home we have a drink. Then 2. Then 3….
Most of the mornings I wake up thinking what did I do? Did my daughter see me? Is she upset? (she is 13 and the real reason I need to stop)
So, today I find myself sleeping, reading and listening to audio blogs. Which is so bizarre for me because I usually drop her off at school, go to the gym for an hour and start my day. Today I feel stuck. #xa