Day 5…

Today is day five. Yesterday was day four and I did great all day long until I went to the baseball game. It’s really strange to watch everybody around you with a beer in their hands. So yes, I drank a beer. I know a lot of you that are reading are saying you can’t do that. I did. So I either start saying today is day one or I keep moving along…

Life without wine…

Day 3…

Today is day three.  I decided to start this blog so I can be held accountable for my drinking.

I am 50 years old, married for 23 (almost 24) years and I have 4 children.  Two are away at college and two are still home.

I can probably call myself a functioning alcoholic.  I am super busy all day long and when my husband comes home we have a drink.  Then 2.  Then 3….

Most of the mornings I wake up thinking what did I do?  Did my daughter see me?  Is she upset? (she is 13 and the real reason I need to stop)

So, today I find myself sleeping, reading and listening to audio blogs.  Which is so bizarre for me because I usually drop her off at school, go to the gym for an hour and start my day.  Today I feel stuck.  #xa